Growing up, you learn things change for better or worse. You learn to move on and accept new challenges and to work toward your future. Sometimes you have to face hardships to get where you wanna be. Life throws you curve balls and you may not even expect it. Sometimes I wonder if I'm going in the right direction and making the right decisions. I can't ever seem to make up my mind, whether this is where I wanna be or whether this is what I want to be doing. 

In high school, things seemed easier, you get up, go to school, go to activities after school, clubs or sports, then maybe hangout with your friends. It all seemed so simple just working towards going to college, enjoying every minute. Then you start growing up, realizing you have to decide what college you want to go to or if you want to go into the working field, what you wanna be, if you really wanna be that and where you want to one day live. It all doesn't seem like much but when it comes down to it, its all life changing. It a big part of a person's life, its like a new chapter or exciting journey. It takes trying and failing to get where you wanna be. At least for me I know it has and will. I do know that I'm working towards a career of my dreams. I want to one day live where I'm happy and be surrounded by people I love. I want to work hard to finish college and enjoy the career I will once have. I know God has a plan for me and will lead me in the direction I need to go, there just may be a few bumps and turns along the way. I may sometimes second guess myself, but I know if I believe in myself I can do anything I set my mind to. 

XO.